An F.Y.I

To those of you that read my blogs,

There's just something that I want to get off of my chest really quick. Before I deactivated my facebook account this evening, I had this random kid message me and tell me to calm down. First of all, you don't know who the hell I am in the first place, so who are you to tell me to calm down? Then you proceed to tell me that I'll give myself a heart attack over football. My response: who cares?" Don't respond to me that you do and that its annoying. Okay. Don't proceed to tell me that I'm an angry person. Who the hell are you? Like really..

Buddy, listen here. I am a very outspoken girl. I stick up for myself, my friends, my family, anybody that I think highly of, New England and football. I don't care if others find that to be annoying or a flaw. I am who I am and that'll never change. So who the hell are you to judge me or to tell me to calm down? I'm a big girl and I will always take football seriously. It is one of the main things that I am so passionate about. I don't give a rat's ass about your opinion, and if i did, I would have asked you for it. Don't befriend me on a social networking site and tell me what to do. That shit does not fly with me. I'm a very stubborn person.

And let's face it.

The Patriots had just lost the game by one lousy point...to Baltimore. I have every right to be upset over this loss because now we fall to 1-2. The Patriots led for almost the entire game. To lose by a field-goal, which did not even look like it was good, was bullshit and deja vu. It was absolutely identical to the playoff game that helped the Patriots get to the Superbowl. The refs were absolutely fucking ridiculous!

Well, one thing about me is that I take football and New England very, very, VERY serious. I do have a little bit of an anger issue and I am a sore loser. I live for football. I truly do. National Football League just isn't a seasonal sport to me. It's a lifestyle. I'ts every second of every day. It's my life. When it's not football season, I'm constantly on blogs and websites getting updates on whatever is going on in the NFL. I have more sports apps on my phone than most guys. I am turning my bedroom into an NFL themed domain. I'm looking in to becoming a sports journalist or a sideline reporter for ESPN. So yes, I take it very, very seriously. And if that bothers anybody, well I'm sorry.

I am who I am.